Break down.

People cry, not because they're weak. It's because they've been strong for too long.

Think too much nonsense makes me lost in the other world.

Today, left two more days to the exams.
Stupid deductive geometry, unfinished-reading Biology..
There's a lot to read, but no time anymore.
I'm so tired, everyone is tired.
Thinking back that, why the hell we study Form 6?
Some of them don't know why, they just enroll into Form 6 for the sake of studying only.
Or don't know what to do in the future.
Or don't know what am I doing at all.
I'm lost in this world.
I got crazy today, and laugh till I cried.
Break down.
Stress, Tension. And it's just the first test.
What if is the STPM?
I guess, I will be in the Mental Problem Hospital ward lying down and laugh at myself.
SIAO, CRAZY,MAD, INSANE.
This life is hard, and fucked up.
I don't know what I'm doing for.
Tears keep rolling down and down and down, even wet Lisa's shirt.
Lisa sang 'Safe and Sound' to me. :") it makes me cry more.
Thanks for your shoulders, Lisa.
'Crying isn't helpful.' Maybe it's true.
Heart sinked down to the hell.
You never know how much I needed you.

“She was a girl who knew how to be happy even when she was sad. And that’s important—you know ”
― Marilyn Monroe