Sunday, September 4, 2011

# Random.


时候,莫名的心情不好,不想和任何人说话,只想一个人静静的发呆。
有时候,突然觉得心情烦躁,看什么都觉得不舒服,心里闷的发慌,拼命想寻找一个出口。
有时候,发现身边的人都不了解自己,面对着身边的人,突然觉得说不出话。
有时候,感觉自己与世界格格不入,曾经一直坚持的东西一夜间面目全非。
有时候,突然很想逃离现在的生活,想不顾一切收拾自己简单的行李去流浪。
有时候,别人突然对你说,我觉得你变了,然后自己开始百感交集。
有时候,希望时间为自己停下,做完己还没来得及做的事情。
有时候,想一个人躲起来脆弱,不愿别人看到自己的伤口。
有时候,突然很想哭,却难过的哭不出来。
有时候,夜深人静,突然觉得不是睡不着,而是固执地不想睡。
有时候,走过熟悉的街角,看到熟悉的背影,突然就想起一个人的脸。
有时候,明明自己心里有很多话要说,却不知道怎样表达。
有时候,觉得自己拥有着整个世界,一瞬间却又觉得自己其实一无所有。
真的只是有时候,明明自己身边很多朋友,却依然觉得孤单。
有时候,很想放纵自己,希望自己痛痛快快歇斯底里地发一次疯。
有时候,突然找不到自己,把自己丢的无影无踪。
有时候,心里突然冒出一种厌倦的情绪,觉得自己很累很累。
有时候,看不到自己未来的样子,迷茫的不知所措。
有时候,发现自己一夜之间长大了。
有时候,听到一首歌,就会突然想起一个人。
有时候,希望能找个人好好疼爱自己,渴望一种安全感。可当那个可以疼你的人出现的时候,你却偏执地退隐。
有时候,别人误解了自己有口无心的一句话,心里郁闷的发慌。
有时候,被别人伤害,嘴上讲没事,其实心里难过的要死。
有时候,常常在回忆里挣扎,有很多过去无法释怀。
有时候,很容易感动别人的关怀,有时候却麻木地像个笨蛋。
有时候,看着时间一点点流逝,任凭叹息,自己却无能为力。
其实,有时候,真的会想这么多。。。 

跟朋友装沉默, 跟陌生人讲心里话。 对于在乎你的,不想让Ta们担心,有时候,没有消息就是一种好消息。其实 ,很想说“我很好”,或许是昧着心说谎,也只是想把最灿烂的一面,放在每个人对自己印象的首页。。。

丢了的自己,要记得捡回来……

Thursday, September 1, 2011

Bang!

30/8/2011 (Tuesday)
First of all,I would like to wish all the Muslims a Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri! 
Maaf Zahir dan Batin. :)
I thought,today traffic in KL would be heavy,but it turns out so smooth!
Today will be the 2nd shopping with Mum around KL.
Today is the first time I go round KL without any guidance to KL. 
So I had pancake as my breakfast and KL,here I come! 
#1 Smile,and everything's gonna be okay.

#2 The outfit of the day to KL!
#3
 As we reached there,we saw food foOD FOOD!
Mum ordered a bowl of Beef noodles from Little Taiwan.
BEST!
And i heard some people say that it's famous for Mee Jawa.
But I didn't try it cuz' I want asam laksa.
#4
#5 The asam laksa wasn't yummy as I thought. 
 Guess who I saw!
Celine! :D

Hui Yein,I saw you here! XD
eh,your shop ah? Give me discount please. :p
#6
#7 I want to own a purse from Burberry! :( it's 1k. 
#8 aww,it's Starhill!
Went to Zara, Uniqlo,Sephora.
#9 Louis Vuitton. so GRAND. O.O
#10 At starhill.
#11 Did you see people lining up to go in?! like zomg!
I'm out of there. 
#12 Me! in Starhill. There's not so many people there,but I saw a lot of guard larh.
#13 The scene is very nice inside the Starhill. 
#14 Opposite Starhill= Pavilion. 
#15 It's so convenient to walk around here.
You can walk to Lot 10, Sungei Wang, Starhill and even the new one- Fahrenheit 88. 
#16 Craving for food again! :D Tokyo Street is open now!
I spot a lot of people holding ice-cream on their hand,
so I decided to search for the ice-cream. :)
And mummy want mochi too. 
#17 So many people here. 
#18 Welcome to Tokyo! street. 
#19 Tanabata Festival.
They write their wishes on the paper and hang it here.
I wished in my heart. :) 
#20 Mummy <3
#21 Found Mochi after walking 1 round. LOL. 
#22 There's left 6 type only. Others sold out.
So left Strawberry, Chocolate, Purple Potato, Caramel,Sakura,FORGOT ONE MORE! 
#23 This is the ice-cream that everyone holding in their hand!
My turn to grab one! 
#24 There are many flavours too.
2 Types : Fusion and Sensation.
You can mix the flavours too.
Like Strawberry and Blueberry.
Or Kiwi and Strawberry.
#25 I try their famousity- Strawberry.
It's RM 8.90. 
#26 You gotta eat it fast or else when it melt,it's not really nice anymore..
Found one place to chill and rest my foot. 
#27 YES THAT'S RIGHT! It's my STARBUCKS!
I try their latest drink which is Soy Frappuccino.
I still prefer my Caffe Latte? or the Java Chip. 
#28 Hungry. :p
waiting for my brother to come. :) 
#29 After relaxing in Starbucks,it's gonna be dinner time soon and bro is hungry,
so we go to Ding Tai Feng!
There's only one located in KL which is in Pavilion. O.O
So bro ordered quite a lot.
8 xiu long bao.
1 Red Cherry with Wine.
2 Vege bun.
1 Sweet Sour Chicken.
1 Zha Choi Mee.
1 Fried Rice.
4 Century Egg.
DAYUM!




I know,it's tasty. :p


#30 MA BROTHER. <3
After taking this picture,my camera battery is dead. real dead.
URGH! DEREK LAI!MY BATTERY CHARGER!
No chance to take photos of the food. :(
sad sob sad! i guess I will steal it from my bro.
So after dinner and walk around then start to go back home.
Traffic quite heavy a little bit.
I met an accident.
The car in front sudden break,so I also sudden break.
The car behind me bang me,walau. 
I was a little bit scare and shivered,actually. I think of you. 
I think they just kiss it? But the bang is so loud.
Thank god the car no wreck or anyone hurt. 
Backache and headache. 
Thank god no serious. :)

I feel like calling you  once I reached home.
I'm scared.
But I don't wanna seems  so weak.
I know you probably will just say,''is the car okay?''  or '' you bang people?''
I cried all night,thinking whether to text you or not. 
Eventually i just fell asleep.
It has been 7 months. :)
I  haven't let you go yet.