My mind

Saturday

It's quite late now,and I'm still here listening to Sara Bareilles Gravity.

All I was thinking is you, all about you, all about us. 

It's a miracle, a fate that brought us back together.

Your faith in yourself has made God touched and lead me back to you.

I'll never get bored of our love story since 3 or 4 years back till now.

We met each other through msn chat and I still remember that you're the one who introduced Big Bang's songs to me and that's how it started?

Years and years, you found me,still. 

You never forget me,

You never leave me.

You protect me,

You made me feel safe and secure,

You love me for who I am.

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I always wonder how we can make it through till now.

Communication, Tolerate, Love. 

Understanding.

You know me better than anyone else.

You know what I want to say,

You know what's my next move,

You always know what's on my mind.

You. Always. Know.

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Being with you is the happiest thing in my life.

Hands of yours that are big and warm take my hands.

Great broad shoulder I like. 

The messy hair I love to mess with.

The nose that I always pinch.

The lips that always found mine perfectly.

Everything.

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I know we will be having a lot of obstacles in our journey.

3 years. 

I am afraid to be apart from you.

Different timezone, different place, different.

but hey! We are under the same sky! 

There's nothing to worry about, I tell myself.

I thought I was strong,

but I still break down. 

Try not to think anymore,

Try to ignore every possibilities and impossibilities.

B, I tried. 

I just wanna hug you tight everytime to make sure that you're beside me and I'm not dreaming.

I want to feel you here with me.

I want to remember everything that I do with you, every conversation we had,every calls we made,

every smile we had,

every laughter we made,

every little small arguments,

every silly photo-taking session,

our songs,

our everything.

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Baby bummy boy, I'm just...afraid to lose you.

B,

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