Insanely addictive.

This is insanely addictive.*

Well, what is it so crazily addictive?
I will say, it's love.
Isn't love make you go crazy when you're in love?
Isn't love make your world go round when you're happy?
Isn't love make you the happiest person on earth like you never had before?
Isn't love make you do stupid things that you obviously don't know why you did it?
Isn't love gives you hope?

The hope that we cherish it and we don't ever want to see it fade away.

Because it's so precious and it hurts to let go.

So,we chose to hold onto this hope,hope that someday,someone or something good will happen.

At least we have a leap of faith on it.

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You came into my life long long time ago.

With the help of God, we met each other again. 

This meeting, I would say, it's our first and it's our last.

I would never ever ever forget the marvelous moments together.

You made me feel alive,like I have loose myself completely in your arms. 

I wish the time could stop for awhile and let me mesmerize by your charms a little bit longer.

I close my eyes and I see you. 

How I wish I could turn back the time to where we were.

How I wish you're still the same.

How I wish you're still here.

How I wish…

But,all these are bullshits,

You won't come back anymore.

You are gone..

We've changed, to a different person.

Deep down, I know I still care.

I know I do still think about you somewhere in my heart, in my soul.

I know I should've let you go..

I still can't..

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Because I'm still holding onto a little hope, a little faith on you. 

Trying not to think about you,

Trying not to remember the things we shared,

the times we had,

the bonds that are so strong,

the stories we talked about every time we see each other,

the complaints you made,

the little secrets you told me,

the little gossips,

the dreams you want to achieve,

the things that you want to do,

the impossibilities,

the crazy little things,

the smile,

the spell,

the charms,

the you.

I hold myself from finding you, hoping that you will find me.

I'm always there for you,but you're not there when I needed you.

I hold myself back from loving you.

How I wish you would know what I'm feeling right now for you. 

I miss everything about you.*