Friday, September 14, 2012

选择

(#np It Will Rain)

你说的话让我三思。
我足足两天想了又想,还是想不通
到底我做的决定是对的还是错的
难道这样有错吗?
难道那样有错吗?
难道我开心不是一件好事吗?
不但没有顾虑我的感受,
还没有支持我,
就随便判断是我的错。
这样有道理吗?
为什么要出去的时候,都用那个眼神和语气这样跟我说话?
我会很反感,
觉得没有安全感
觉得你在控制着我
觉得你从来都不相信我。
我知道我说了谎,
做错了事情。
难道这样就可以代表你可以这样永远不尝试相信我吗?
每次都问东问西,
不相信我
我留在这有什么用
我要出去,我要自由。



Friday, July 20, 2012

Love.
Happy 8-months anniversary dear!
It's not only 8 months, it feel like years already. 
I'm so glad and thankful that we are together,here and always.
With you, I feel free and crazy like no one can stop me.
I feel safe with you.
but sometimes it could be dangerous though!
Tickle war! *
That could make us laugh like hyper!
HAHA!
All these happy moments, I could never forget at all.
:)
Baby,thank you for being there for me when I feel useless at time.
Thank you for being my best friend and my lover.
Thank you for the support and the encouragement.
Thank you for making me feel appreciated.
Thank you for loving me.
I love you! 

Monday, July 16, 2012


世界上最美妙的一件事是

當你擁抱一個你愛的人
他竟然把你抱得更緊。

Saturday, July 14, 2012

My mind

Saturday
It's quite late now,and I'm still here listening to Sara Bareilles Gravity.
All I was thinking is you, all about you, all about us. 
It's a miracle, a fate that brought us back together.
Your faith in yourself has made God touched and lead me back to you.
I'll never get bored of our love story since 3 or 4 years back till now.
We met each other through msn chat and I still remember that you're the one who introduced Big Bang's songs to me and that's how it started?
Years and years, you found me,still. 
You never forget me,
You never leave me.
You protect me,
You made me feel safe and secure,
You love me for who I am.
.
I always wonder how we can make it through till now.
Communication, Tolerate, Love. 
Understanding.
You know me better than anyone else.
You know what I want to say,
You know what's my next move,
You always know what's on my mind.
You. Always. Know.
.

Being with you is the happiest thing in my life.
Hands of yours that are big and warm take my hands.
Great broad shoulder I like. 
The messy hair I love to mess with.
The nose that I always pinch.
The lips that always found mine perfectly.
Everything.
.
I know we will be having a lot of obstacles in our journey.
3 years. 
I am afraid to be apart from you.
Different timezone, different place, different.
but hey! We are under the same sky! 

There's nothing to worry about, I tell myself.
I thought I was strong,
but I still break down. 
Try not to think anymore,
Try to ignore every possibilities and impossibilities.
B, I tried. 
I just wanna hug you tight everytime to make sure that you're beside me and I'm not dreaming.
I want to feel you here with me.
I want to remember everything that I do with you, every conversation we had,every calls we made,
every smile we had,
every laughter we made,
every little small arguments,
every silly photo-taking session,
our songs,
our everything.
.
Baby bummy boy, I'm just...afraid to lose you.



B,
.



Thursday, July 5, 2012

Forever in Love

Love is a river that flows through the soul straight to the heart of mare
And our love forever lives deep in the palm of God's hands

Just as my heart woke, it beat for you
Just as my mouth spoke, it spoke for you

Forever in love
Forever in love with you



Forever is not some measure of time
Don't matter how long you live
It's a promise where one, even after we're gone
'Til nothing on earth will exist



Just as my eyes saw, I saw you
Just as my legs walked, I followed you



Just as my heart beat, I prayed for you
I answered I will always wait for you.